Hmmm. So, tomorrows the last day at Officemax 907 and I feel a little sad. I really did enjoy working with the people there and learning things about desktop publishing and graphic design. The actual retail environment wasn't so bad either. Still, it was a retail job and I didn't want to keep it forever. People at work kept asking me why I quit so early. I'm not really sure. Part of it is stress; a stress that just sort of keeps building up and building up until it gets really annoying and makes me upset and irritable and unhappy and other such synonyms for "pissed off". Part of it may be that working was my link to having a social life, but we've lost so many of our employees over the past few months that it feels like the whole team-family aspect is just falling apart. That was one thing I really liked- the interaction with my co-workers. The customers...not so much, but my coworkers were and are pretty awesome people. And I think I will miss them a lot.

I've been having two types of dreams lately. One, is the kind where you can tell that you're making up a story in your head to amuse yourself because you are so damned bored being asleep that there's really nothing else left to do. You aren't actively involved in the dream, just watching. The second, is the kind of dream where you visit people you know (and sometimes, people you don't..?) and just sort of hang out. The first type of dream is really clear and defined- moment to moment- while the second is much more dream-like and things don't always make sense.

It occurs to me that the fact that I'm having the lattermost sort of dreams means that I'm...well, lonely. Not like crying to myself at night because I have no friends lonely, but lonely. I miss people- a lot of people. My friends from school totally spoiled me; I'm not used to not having anyone to hang out with. It's a bit of a bummer. Of course, come September 25, I will be living on a university campus, which will undoubtedly put me in contact with other human beings and therefore force me to make new friends. But, September 25 is a long way off- it seems like forever.

Waiting is hard.

Oh, I'm waiting for you too luv' - 15 days, is that right? Oh wait, does he even read this...? Oh well, whatever. I would get on AIM and babble to him myself, but I'm preventing myself from staying up all night by not doing that. Or talking to anyone for that matter. Hm. I'm being Internet-Anti-social. Ohhh, saaaaddddd. The internet is my only place to be social, and I'm being anti-social- Aka, WTF? X3

I had Handel's ice cream this evening and it was awesome. Man, I have got to remember to budget for icecream in college- it's important.

I did that weird thing at the library today where I check out books that I probably won't read because (a) I'll forget to read them at all before they are due (b) they are really boring/hard to read or (c) because I didn't really want to read them in the first place. These books are always non-fiction. Always. And 90% of the time they are technical or computer related. I check them out with the hope that I will have found something that I can actually understand for once and that it will answer a bunch of questions that I didn't even know I had to or wanted to ask. But that never really comes about. They are on topics that I am genuinely interested in, just not well-read enough to understand well enough for it to matter. This time it was two books on hacking and one on Cryptography- topics that, like I said before, I am genuinely interested in- I just don't know a thing about. Actually, I may sit down and read the book on Cryptography- that seems pretty interesting and fairly straight forward. The other two- I don't think so...I don't know yet. But, it's the library, so it's not like it cost me anything to give it a shot, right?

I also checked out some graphic novels--they are all in the Young Adult section and I feel stupid being over there because- yes, I am just barely an adult (lol) but I always feel strange around kids in high school because I look like I'm in high school, so they don't care. It's the fact that it's not awkward for them that makes it somewhat awkward for me. I don't know, but I don't like it. That, and the people who look down their noses at me when I check out graphic novels- "Don't kids these days read real books anymore?"- someone said that to me once. I was astounded. I was like, "I have hundreds of books at home that I read all the time; can't I do something fun and exciting once in a while without the criticism?" Jeez lady, excuse me for living a life of artistic joy and freedom. Gawd. I love graphic novels, they are a whole new form of visual communication and turn "reading" into a totally different experience. Plus, they've been around for thousands of years (yes, sequential art- think Hyroglyphics). I would suggest that they all sit down and read Scott McCloud's "Understanding Comics", but the fact that it is in fact in comic form would probably prevent them from doing so. Ignorant fools- they don't know what they are missing.

Goodness, I am on a roll tonight...typety-type-type-type~

I saw someone's password the other day. It was QWERTY. Why are people stupid? Seriously- why are people so stupid? People sit around and blame hackers for identity theft. True- they do steal identities (them, and social engineers- yeah?) but, it's not like people make it incrediblely hard or anything. I mean, picture this: I work in a copy center, right? People make copies of some really sensitive materials all the time. They rarely leave anything like passports or Sosh-cards, but damn, they will leave copies of their documents. The other day, I found a six page document laying on the output tray of Self Serve #1. Being a curious little kitty, I of course proceed to read and see what it was. It was some medical documentation requesting something from someone (I don't know exactly what), but the big thing was that on all six pages was this woman's social security number. Just, written in on the line, clear as day. That, along with her name, birthday, address, insurance card number, etc etc. I mean, if I had the initiative at the time I probably could have stolen her identity. That's crazy. Just crazy. People don't understand what they are throwing around here- your SSN is You. Without it, you are seriously f'ked. I don't know why, because personally, I think it's just weird being attached to a number so I can...what? Pay taxes? Shiiiit. Crazy.

I think that my random urge to do karaoke recordings of Japanese songs is over...for now. I've still got the lyrics taped up on my wall for "Love is War" in both English and Japanese, just because there's that last verse of the Japanese version I can't quite get...It's hard to judge proper pronounciation when your reference/sample is a voice synthesizing program too. Hah. Still, if you're ever up for hearing my (really crappy) version of Love is War, I posted it on my imeem account- my name is AKA-KVW there. Please, don't download it like 0dd0ne0ut did, that's just embarassing. I want to re-record it, just to replace the one he downloaded. Bah! The tricky part is when to record it. I recorded the original, at night, the week mom and dad were gone- so I could be as loud as I wanted (which is important, because evidently, I speak much softer that I hear myself speaking). It would also help if I could sing properly...heh. Some internet friends heard it, they were like 'it's not professional, but you sound good'. It's like, yeah...I don't know why I had you listen to it in the first place...I hate it. But, I guess I'm a little proud of myself too. After all, I do love to sing! I just hate my singing! XD

Have I really been at this for almost an hour? Jeez, there go my plans of going to bed really early. I need to wake up "early" tomorrow because I still haven't written my nice-letter for Officemax yet. I want to write two- one for Officemax persons in general and one of ImPress persons specifically. I actually sat down at the computer tonight to write it, but the only program I have to write it in on this machine (that I can save it in) is Wordpad. That, and I'm tired and don't feel like being particularly emotional at the moment. Well, besides the blogging thing I guess, but I don't have to be nice or professinal in my blog.

Anyway, the weirdest thing about realizing that I'm not going to be working anymore is realizing that I'm not going to have a cash-flow anymore. I don't buy a lot of stuff (and when I do slurge, I feel really, really guilty for some reason...) but I do buy stuff on ocassion. Every once in a while I buy a new manga or CD or art supply or whatever. Not huge purchases, but still money you know? As soon as I stop making money, I'm going to stop spending it as much- that's my goal. I'd rather not spend it at all, but I know I can't do that for long. Things get boring and new things need to happen to fix that. It's a Haruhi Suzumiya outlook on things. By the way, if you haven't watched The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya you are missing out on life. Seriously. Not that it hasn't been ages since I watched it and not that I've finished it or anything, but it was awesome. It really was.

BTW- the first two graphic novels I checked out from the library were Volume 4 of the Scott Pilgrim series (which is so kick-ass, go read it NOW) and Confessions of a Blabbermouth (which was told a little awkwardly, but was very fun to read).

It's comics like this that make me want to create a more simplified drawing style than the one I have now. Sometimes, I think that the "manga" style tries too hard to be detail oriented, to the point that you wonder whether it really is just masking a crappy plot line. Like, 85% of all Shoujo manga titles. My comic is NOT a shoujo title and the whole thing is supposed to be character-driven, not detail-driven, so I don't know why I put so much effort into making it look "pretty". It's not a "pretty" story, it's a techno-thriller dammit! And 8/12 of the characters are boys! It does not need to be pretty! IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE PRETTY!!

OK, I think I got all that out of my system...ahem.


Oh- today is my last day of work.

Tags: anime, art, books, comics, computers, dreams, life, om0907, random crap, social life (or lack there-of), stupid people, work
Current Mood: accomplished ( for what?)

No, no- not you. Probably.

I'm ignoring the fact that I need to distract myself on purpose so that inspiration can come and whack me on the head with a large, heavy object and I can get the paneling for the next comic page done. I don't quite understand why I don't seem to get it. It's one of those things that I just can't quite understand how other people just get it, like that. Other comic artists on SJ, I don't even think they bother thinking about paneling, they just draw. I used to be like that, but for some reason, I'm just too aware of what it should look like and I can't get myself out of the mindset of being professional about it. Even though I'm not really trying to be professional about it - if I was, I would be putting a lot more work into the art!

Anyway, I don't know, it's just not coming to me this evening. Everything feels a bit off anyway. I told myself I was going to get the sketch for this next page done this week- and that ends at 12 tonight, so I'd better hurry. Maybe I'll just force myself to work on it, and see what I get. I'm such a lazyass though...Huuuu~mph.

By the way, not that anyone here cares- at all - but I did wind up naming the comic. It's called Reality.Hacked. Go me...

Tags: art, comic, project_h4x, random crap
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: Thnks fr th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy

I really do.
I need to draw from life.
I need to do landscape sketches.
I need to work on my perspective, shading and composition.
I need to practice creating a more dynamic cartooning style.
I need to work on boring things like buildings and plain objects.
I need to study lighting and shading a little closer.
I need to practice getting away from bad habits like being too lazy to ink properly or use a ruler.
I need to practice creating cleaner lines and smoother inks and penciling.
I need to work on my comic in traditional media.

And, eventually, I need to get around to taking a whole buncha' art classes. Why? Because my major Visual Communications is an Art major and majoring in art at IUPUI means that you actually attend the Herron School of Art- which requires a portfolio. Which I don't have yet.

I've got a lot to do.  O w O()

Tags: art, drawing, life, school
Current Mood: calm

(Uninspired title: FTW?!)

Sunday always means busy-busy-busy at work because we've got all this new ad to place out and all of our sales, rebates and clearance totally changes every week. So I had to wake up this morning, shuffle through The Indianapolis Star and find our Ad set and start memorizing stuff before I got to work. I got most of it about 4 hours into work- luckily, I worked register, so I had a copy to refer to if I needed to reassure a customer that I wasn't making things up to cheat them out of money- and YES, it really IS "buy two get one free: Same item only" for reals yo.

I got to work half and hour early, which was actually pretty good because despite the poor souls that spent all of last night (and I mean night- 10p to 5a Logistics people) not everything got out on the shelves so I got to help shelve stuff before my actual shift started. The day went well, only a few difficult customers and in the end my drawer balanced, so all in all it was a good day for me.

We are doing this awesome sale on our custom made self-inking stamps and I really, really, really, REALLY want to make one that I can use to stamp my art instead of a plain old signature. I like the idea of the signature, but no one can even tell it's mine. The "AKA" actually stands for something: "Akuwaneko (screename1) Ki77y (screename2) Aqua (My favorite color + the first part of several of my screenames)" it can also be "Aqua Kitty Akuwaneko"  and you can throw in "Krystal" too if you want; any way you put it it's still AKA. So, I want to design a cool logo-esque design to put on my custom stamp and it will be AWESOMENESS. Yes. :D

Stuff...nothing really happening around the household. Just trying to keep everything organized (a losing battle when it comes to my room) and things of that sort. I'm trying to cut a deal with my parents about my new computer- I haven't quite figured out exactly what the solid rules to it are, but basically if I can get myself registered for IUPUI after my classes this Spring AND make my way into the dorms BEFORE school starts in the Fall, they will help me purchase a really awesome computer that will be ten times better than the Acer Demon and be able to run Photoshop and Mozilla without locking up my freakin' OS.

In other news: I'm suddenly inspired for no reason at all and I'm off to do a character design. Ja~!

Tags: art, character design, computer, deals, dorms, logos, om907, random crap, school, stamps, work
Current Location: home
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: DotA - Basshunter (addicting song, seriously)

 Take a look at this artist's latest journal on dA: HERE.

What do you think about that? Agree, disagree, unsure? It's a debate that has been going on for years and it's rattled dA to it's core. So many people take it the wrong way and so many others treat it as a popularity contest. I think Endling has a great point when he talks about it being just another turning point in Art History.

Tags: anime, art, cartoons, comics, da
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Raindrops are falling- probably freeeeezing rain

 If you couldn't tell from my other posts, I haven't been feeling too artsy lately. After deciding I didn't want to be referred to as an artist anymore, I felt the need to speak out even more. I decided to do a new DeviantART "bandwagon" called Shout it Out (you can see my mock-up version here I did it in MSPaint because Photoshop is failing me). After that, I felt a little better for some reason and today I feel much better overall. So, after re-reading the really random crap that I wrote in the Shout it Out I decided that it was time to make some new t-shirts.

I've never been one to say witty things or be clever with words--well, that's not entirely true, but mostly true--Anyway, most of my t-shirt ideas are completely ridiculous and probably only funny to me. That being said, here are some of the sayings that I picked from my list of random crap:

teh intarwebz maeks meh speek funneh

CTRL  + S = Me

LOLWHUT?

You make me
Colon Hyphen Right-parenthesis

Cute is NOT what I Aim for.
>Which will include a graphic of a very cute little pissed off kitten

The worst part about Tech Support
is that you know that they know
you have no idea what you're talking about

STOP TALKING
you're OVERCLOCKING
my brains!
> Includes a cat who looks overclocked and is sizzling slightly

 

I'm not sure if I have enough iron-ons to make all of them at once, but they are all in the works. When I get them done- and if they don't look like total crap- then I'll post pictures here. If not, I'll just post the final mock-up graphics.

HEY- did you know that to get my degree in Computer Tech I have to take Calculus? Total fail. :(

Tags: art, cats, da, degree, random crap, shout it out, t-shirts
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Eve6 - Inside Out

and that word would be art. Art, as well as it's many variations including artist, artistic, art form, art-y. It's just driving me crazy!

Why? You might ask. Well, the concept is such an abstract one even I don't think I get it. But the best I can give you is that I'm tired of trying to define myself and what I do with such a vauge word. Art encompasses so much! You can draw a line on a paper and be an artist, you can play a song on a piece of grass and be an artist, hell, you can spend your entire career drawing someone elses art over and over again and be called an artist! (That last one, by the way, is referring to traditional animators and in some cases comic book pencillers and inkers.) There is just SO MUCH that you can call "art". It's such a strangely wide-spread word that calling anything art can be true or false or just neither.

So, when I draw say, a character portrait, that is art. Right, but who's art? Who says it's art -and on the same topic, how many people will say that it isn't? I've stopped calling myself an artist. There's a lot of baggage there- a lot of expectations from both myself and other people. But there's really nothing else to call myself is there? How do I label myself? "Creative Individual" sort of works, but then isn't that just another name for an artist? Is it? I don't know anymore! Is it really just up to me to decide that? 

Maybe, maybe not. I'm probably not even looking for answers, I just like to ask questions- it's part of my nature as a "Creative Individual". ; )

I brought up the portrait sketching because of something strange that happened today. I went to a Holiday Craft Faire with my mom and two of her friends. It was sort of...eh...not my thing, you know? I was all up for trying the home made sweets and looking at the funky hand-knitted things, but not really interested enough to walk around an entire warehouse of knitted tea-cozys, you know? So, I went and sat down in the eating area and started inking and coloring a sketch I drew in the car of an old character, Wynntr. I wanted to redesign her a little so she fit my new style a bit better and so she was easier to draw (her original design rivaled shoujo manga artists in it's complicity!). 

When I was finishing up the coloring many women walked by and asked if I was doing caracatures or portraits as part of the event. I smiled, thanked them for their compliments and firmly said "No". Then, this really nice elderly woman comes up to sit down with her daughter and inquires the same thing about the portraits and whatnot. I was so ready with my smile/compliment/negatory response that I was surprised when she said that she had a photo of her grandaughter with her and she really wanted a little portrait of her done. I don't know what it was, maybe it was because I knew that a little girl would be within my quick-sketch abilities, maybe I was bored, maybe she was just really nice, but whatever it was, I drew the little girl and as I was leaving she gave me two fives and asked if $10 would cover it.

Like I would say "No" to that. No, I didn't think it was worth $10 but if she felt that it was it was up to her to decide. At least, that's what mom said- and I do agree, I just felt so weird about it. I haven't gotten $10 for a drawing in...ever, I think. The most I've ever commissioned was $7 and that was a CG that took me AGES to finish and the girl who commissioned it never spoke to me again anyway, so it's not like I got feedback or anything. I just assumed that she had $7 to blow and blew it on a whim. I'll never know.

Jeez, that was a lot of thinking and writing for me, especially since I wasn't angry about anything (or depressed). That's how most of my journals get so long...

My comic is getting along non-existantly. Man, I wish that I had started this assistant group thing back when I could actually TALK to you guys in person. That would make getting my ideas across so much easier (and faster)! I'd probably get tons more done too. I don't know if I'll ever meet anyone out here that would be willing to do the same thing as you guys. I can see myself maybe joining a smart art collective or a team or something in college. Maybe publishing a doujinshi or a fanzine together- but I don't see anyone else working with me on my comic project. Eh~ maybe it's just going to be up to me to finish it afterall?! No....I'm too lazy.

BTW- I spent the $10 buying new colored pencils to add to my collection so that when my computer disappears, I'll have a reason to switch over to tradtional media--new stuff is always the perfect reason to work on something. :D

Tags: art, comic, commissions, creative individual, holiday faire
Current Mood: blah

Or: things you can't say in front of your parents until you are over 18/ out of the house.

In actuality I don't want to talk about my super-huge scream-my-head off and use the f-word in front of my mother 6 or 8 times ordeal. Usually, it would be a calming process, but I talked to mom and I feel better about the whole thing now. I mean, I'm not happy still, but I'm not bouncing explicatives off the kitchen walls either. I scared Mu pretty badly, I can't find her anywhere. T__T;

Uh, so, I need to start getting my new priorities in order now. They include (in no particicular order): getting my permit/license, registering for attendance at IUPUI so I can live there next Spring, keeping up with my Psychology work, keeping myself from getting any less healthy, finding a job, having a social life. So far, so good. The college part is going to be the hardest I can tell right now. I had so much trouble just getting into the CC that I'm in now, I can only imagine how difficult the process is going to be to get into the IU. *sigh* But, I can do it, I just have to be patient- er- more patient.

I still have computer problems. I took drastic measures and copied all my art and other documents onto some CDRs and then deleted everything off of my account. So all that's left in My Documents is My Music because it says that the file is "Over 0.99 MB". GAH- there's where all my hard drive space is going! XD Anyway, I freed up a good 1/3 of my hard drive so at least for now it will run a little smoother. However, the hardware is still the issue, so that needs to be taken care of ASAP. Hm. I'm still trying to find someone local that I can talk to face-to-face about it, but so far no luck. The guy in my Psych class, John, he basically said the same things I did about the computer. I need someone who is pretty much an IT expert. *sigh again* If I was still in Fremont I could get ahold of one of those a-holes from my computer class, wave some money in front of his face, and make him fix it. As it stands I'm not in Fremont and I can't get to those a-holes, so...yeah, not happening. Dammit. Mishal, where are you when I need you, you jerk?

Mom says that I should talk to the son of our realitor. He was the one who took us around Indy when we first moved out here. He's nice, but so immature for being in his early thirties. Anyway, his mom kept saying "If you were just ten years older...". Eeeeh. No, not really. So, I'm supposed to talk to him and ask if he has any friends in the IT business and see if they'll help me. The idea would be good if I wasn't so nervous around older guys. I can't talk to them- it's just too much! SO out of my comfort zone there. The worst part is it might be my only choice if I don't want to send in my computer to Acer. >___<;

I'm just so nervous about sending it in. The warenty still covers the hardware, which IS the problem, but not the software, which could potentially BECOME a problem if anyone screws anything up over at Acer. And I'm fairly sure that they won't compensate me if they do since it's no longer in the warenty. *sigh again+1* Also, I won't have any of my programs while it's gone. We have The Microwave, but it's actually running about as slowly as my laptop right now, so no more programs will fit on it; nor will they really do it any good (probably harm)!

Hey! I was just reading a rather depressing journal from one of my own "old" idols from when I first started drawing manga-style. She basically feels the same way as I do about doing art as a hobby, but working as something else. Except, she's really a fantastic artist in her own little niche, and so all these people were sending her angry letters saying that she's a great artist and she needs to stop being so modest and it's not fair that she should stop drawing because she's having a bad day (or something). She was really upset and when I wrote to her about how my situation was pretty much the same, she said that she was glad someone understood at least a little. I think I understand anyway. It's sort of a reality-check, in a way. But it's not like she's giving up artwork- though I commend her on not just trashing all of her stuff out of frusteration at her fans! (I would!)

Speaking of dA. I've been thinking, should I start a new account? Usually people on dA who come to these random realizations about their art, for better or worse, either leave or create a new account. I'm not leaving, so maybe a new account? I have no idea if what I'd put there would be any different though. All I've been doing lately is my comic scripts, a few sketches here and there, some character designs and planning a storybook project for the Holidays. I don't think I really need to make a new accout, but someone else might disagree.

Wait, does anyone here even look at my dA account?! XD Uh- people aren't actually reading this right? I mean, no one has commented on my last few so, yeah, I'll stop now. 

Tags: art, college, computer problems, da, iupui, life decisions, psych101
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: ~Darling, Darling PLEASE!

Sooo,  with my computer too slow to run Photoshop properly and OC1.1's new tendency to totally screw up my paintings I've decided that MSPaint needs more love. <3  Some of these are actual attempts at being artistic, most are junk, there are the WTH pictures and the make-up-your-own-story because I wrote no words (just symbols).


SO YEAH. Pictures people! :D

Tags: art, mspaint
Current Mood: Artistc???
Current Music: Paralyzer- Finger Eleven

I really miss being able to just draw something for no reason at all with practically no stimulus and no rules on what it had to look like.

I miss being able to just DRAW. Not "draw this" or "draw her proportionately" or "draw something original" or "not draw that". I want to just DRAW. And there is something that is keeping me from doing that.

I can't decide whether it's my own mind- which has been taught the "right and wrong" ways to draw something- and even see something. Or whether it's just an urge to please other people. When I draw something nowadays all I can think of is "How is the view going to see this? Is it clear enough? Will they ask questions? Will they find some meaning in it?". I can't just say to myself: well lookit that, I drew a picture; wasn't that fun? No, there's something more behind it now. Something deeper--but the reasoning feels so shallow... 

A great example is my comic project. My very first draft of this story composed and created over five years ago now, was done in a spiral notebook with crayola superthin markers and a lot of really icky mistakes. It's horrifyingly poorly drawn and the sequentials are all wrong and just everything about it screams, "I drew this for my own benefit which is why I'm the only one who gets it" ! I still have the darn thing somewhere, because the spirit of the urge I had to even create this story lies in that piece of crap. The characters aren't the same, the setting isn't the same, the story isn't the same, the TITLE isn't even the same! But it's the first, and so I kept it. I've also kept every single other version of/attempt to create this comic as well, because- up until now- I've always had that urge to draw more just by looking at them and remembering how much I loved working on them.

Today, I still love the story and the characters and all the concepts I've finally tied down so everything works, but the feeling I used to get when I drew the actual thing is just gone. I spend more time calculating panels-per-page and how things are going to flow and even -ugh- proper speech bubble placement, all to improve the reader's comprehension of the story.

And yet, when I look at other webcomics on the same site, and I look at ones which are drawn OK and are done entirely in pencil or ballpoint pen and have crappy panel placement, I can still see the meaning in the story. There is still comprehension. I still feel for these characters; I get a feeling for the whole story. It's not about the quality of the art, it's about the story! That's what makes it fantastic!

So, why can't I look past quality and just work? I'm not publishing this work, it's a webcomic! It can be as rushed as I want it to be, as long as my characters and story stay strong, I keep readers!! Am I that much of a perfectionist? Is it the fancy art school training that causes me to want all my work to look as professional as possible? Is it just me? It hurts me to think that I'm working so slowly on my comic, when for once I have fans (31 fans!) who are waiting to see the next page and I'm stuck (literally) at the drawing board trying to make it perfect. :(

In other (less depressing?) news: I start Psychology101 tomorrow afternoon. I went out today and bought the book. Freaking $90 book. Hah-hah, and that's just a paperback too- I can't imagine what the real books cost!! Immense amounts of money. Mom kept telling me she used to spend hundreds of dollars a semester just for her 4 classes. Yeesh!--Glad I get to sell back the stupid thing. XP

Other things: Cherry Vanilla Dr. Pepper tastes SO BAD hot. DON'T DRINK IT- IT WEEL KEEEEEL YOOOOU. D:>

Tags: art, book, college, comic, dr. pepper, perfectionist, project h4x, psychology
Current Location: home :)
Current Mood: complacent